unsure if i can do this

unsure if am doing the right thing i volunteer at the mental health hosptial on a Wednesday in the afternoon and today with one of the staff i went to the gardens to empty out the old tea bags but when i was there this friendly guy asked me if i have ever gardened before no i said but he talked about so much i started to feel YES I WANT TO DO THIS but i have no experience with doing this kinda thing am normally shy and never talk much but i was chatty as anything and it made me feel so happy to chat to the guy about this subject i have mental health problems including hearing voices and seeing thing ptsd depression OCD and low self esteem i then talked to the women who ran it and talked to her for a while and got a form to become a volunteer there i just need help with the forum my husband is supportive about it i need get some one to referee for me and hopefully i can do this on Mondays as at the moment i have too much time on my hands i normally never show interest in things like this but i thought why not

its just my self esteam is so bad from years of abuse by my mother

This sounds like a great opportunity. Gardening can be SO peaceful & relaxing. Good luck!

You can do it, Astral!

Big hug.

Is there anything we can do to help you with the form?

That sounds like a wonderful thing to do Astral! You can do it!!