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May 19, 2009, 10:32 PM
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Anyways tonight, as I browse through the forms, the collective others, (who somehow when connected seem older then me...funny huh?) wanted to post something...which wasn't exactly something I want to do. Mainly because I don't feel like I can really trust myself at the moment. (The "if it's real to you then it doesn't matter what anybody else thinks because they aren't you" concept can't seem to penetrate my brain. Can't exactly wrap my mind around the concept. Sorry folks.) they pretty much said "now or never" and because I don't like the thought of never knowing something I decided to strike a compromise and write it down on a piece of paper instead...and hey, if I wanted to I could post it here.
But wow, just wow. I don't know if these things are real or if intrusive thoughts and reading a lot of posts in this section is warping my mind or something.... it could go either way just as easily when you throw in the "at least one warped memory that I know of, and I have no time line anyways" factor... Now, there is no trigger icon on this post because I'm not sharing it. At least not tonight. Hell, I don't even want to show it to my T. I didn't even want to show it to myself again (though I did end up rereading it) I just wanted to burn it before anyone else...myself included had to see it. The hint of the day is s.a. the rest you can make of what you will until when, if ever, I really feel like sharing. |
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May 19, 2009, 11:21 PM
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(((((((((((((Kaika)))))))))))))))))
 Fair enough. You share, when and if you feel comfortable doing so. No judgement - but I do recommend sharing it with T though, since they are supposed to be able to help in dealing with stuff. Especially uncomfortable stuff.
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May 20, 2009, 05:41 AM
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Not knowing if things are real is hard - you are torn between not wanting to believe they can be real and wishing they werent if they are - and yes sometimes I wonder if these thoughts are because of something I have heard seen or read and not what is real.
I hope you speak to your t about this 
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May 20, 2009, 04:40 PM
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I'll bring it with me just in case
It's hard, because I just met the guy... I have no problems with him asking me questions... But saying something and answering a question are two totally different things...am I making sense? I kept it folded in my pocket All day I've wanted to open it up and reread it Out of impulse really... I've given it a lot of thought... It doesn't explain everything But it does explain some things. |
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May 20, 2009, 04:49 PM
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Good Luck - let us know how you go P7
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts its how many times you get back up! (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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May 20, 2009, 04:59 PM
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Well... I won't be meeting him again until the week after the next...so you'll have to wait awhile. (or is it the weekend after this? ah well, regardless you will still have to wait a week.)
I can't seem to find the post that had the different "levels" of abuse on it...can anyone find it for me? Google isn't being helpful either in finding it. |
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#7
May 20, 2009, 05:27 PM
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((((((((((((Kaika)))))))))))
do you know who made the post? Go to your/theirs profile and then statistics. On your profile it says:
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May 20, 2009, 05:34 PM
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Last edited by Christina86; May 21, 2009 at 01:43 AM. Reason: added trigger b/c link goes to triggering post |
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May 21, 2009, 02:18 AM
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