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Old May 27, 2009, 04:11 AM
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Hello.

It's been a while since I've been here

I feel so sick, so scared right now... I can feel the previous abuse from that hell of a house right now, sitting all by myself, wishing it'd end...

And right now...

I can feel a few other kinds.

I am a CSA survivor... and right now, I feel so sick with myself. I've been having nightmares of it, and reminded of it constantly.

I don't know why all of a sudden, I thought I was over it, it's been plus a decade since... I just want it to all go away, leave me alone...

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Old May 28, 2009, 09:26 AM
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i too am a survivor of CSA and i know the feeling of wishing that the abuse would end and that my life would end but it never has for me. you have to stay strong. if not for yourself, for all the people that care about you and for all the people out there that are going through the same thing. What happened was not your fault and your feelings are normal. The nightmares and sickness and the scaredness. i go through the same things everyday so i dont really have much advice. i just wanted to let you know that your not alone. its never really gunna just go away but you can get help and move on from it.
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Old May 28, 2009, 09:34 AM
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