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Sep 25, 2009, 07:02 PM
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I WANT TO VERBALLY SHRED SOMEONE INTO VERY TINY PIECES AND SPIT ON THEM.
AFTER NO CONTACT FOR OVER 18 MONTHS SHE IM'S ME AND JUST GOES AFTER ME WITH WORDS AS SHARP AS KNIVES AND SHE CALLS THAT FRIENDSHIP. SHE IS NOT MY FRIEND. FRIENDS DON'T DISAPPEAR AND THEN SHOW UP TO SHOOT ME DOWN. I WANT TO DRAG OUT THE UGLIEST CUSS WORDS I KNOW AND USE THEM OBSESSIVELY ON HERE AND JUST BE A B******. AAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BE A *****. I WANT TO BE MEAN AND UGLY UGLY UGLY TO HER - BUT IT IS 1% CURRENT ANGER AND 95% OLD ANGER AND HURT MINGLED. HOWEVER, THE ONE GOAL I DO HAVE IN LIFE IS NEVER TO BE LIKE THEM. MORALS AND SCRUPLES....SIGH. THEY DO MATTER MORE THAN THE TEMPORARY KICK OF EVISCERATING SOMEONE WITH WORDS. DARN...  DEBORAH i just wish it could all go away. i don't want to think it, feel it any more.damn
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Sep 25, 2009, 08:29 PM
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Hi Deborah,
We all need to express ourselves at times. It keeps the pressure inside from building to an unsafe level. We are here for that also. Take care. Rich Quote:
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Sep 26, 2009, 12:13 PM
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You have an absolute right to your anger. Friends don't treat friends like that. You have my support. I hope you are feeling better!
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Sep 28, 2009, 12:33 PM
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Thank you for the support. I didn't realize but we posted 3 threads going a bit nuts over this episode and we got over it really quickly. I may need to learn to journal some of my anger too, but you all are awesome and kind.
My PM is always open if anyone needs to vent. I will listen.
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