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#26
Jan 04, 2010, 07:44 AM
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The dates 9th january and the 13th january are bad for me.if my internets working i will prob come online for a chat.
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#27
Jan 06, 2010, 03:19 PM
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Hello Princess!
You are very welcome. I hope it helped a little. As for your last post (26) - I can understand being worried of certain dates. When you know, for example, that you have an exam, or an important appointment, or a challenging conversation, or an interview, or a generally demanding day, or even just because the numbers of the date are worrying you... Maybe try to think positive and do not let it worry you. Think - I know I will do well. I will be just fine, even if this is demanding. Of course - we are here and post whenever you can or wish to! |
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#28
Jan 10, 2010, 06:25 AM
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just about got through the date.feeling really lousy
i want to write here i want to get it out but im scared i feel self-destructive
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#29
Jan 10, 2010, 06:31 AM
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what a brave courageous soul you are... you can do it!
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#30
Jan 10, 2010, 04:02 PM
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Good job! Princess. Hope things work out for you in the new home
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#31
Jan 11, 2010, 01:36 PM
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How are you doing PR?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#32
Jan 22, 2010, 06:25 PM
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I met with my r*pe and s*xual abuse worker today.
I opened up,I spoke about a thing that was done,that ive never told anyone.I'm starting to feel comfortable with her.Its still very difficult and i can only say a bit then i have to change the subject but i would like to tell. I have so many things locked inside which torture me over and over again things i cant tell,and i wish i could tell but im so scared. I'm scared that i'm the disgusting perverted one.I believe i am a Evil Disgusting ***** if someone knew they would think the same.  
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#33
Jan 22, 2010, 09:09 PM
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Congratulations, Princess Butterfly, on the progress you are making. When you are more comfortable and feel safe, you will be able to divulge more. You are on the way to ridding your life of the torment that has been torturing you.
Always remind yourself what happened is not your fault. Good luck. |
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#34
Jan 23, 2010, 01:40 PM
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I saw HIM ! He stood next to me in the street and just stared at me.All theses bad memories came flooding back and i thought i was going to collapse and die.i was with someone grabbed there arm and kept retching.
I dont leave the house and today i did.I'm never leaving the house again i just want to lock myself in a cupboard
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#35
Jan 25, 2010, 12:16 PM
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PB, you did good work by beginning to open up to your therapist. I hope you continue to do this. I am really sorry that he approached you. Can you talk to your T about this?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#36
Jan 25, 2010, 12:42 PM
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Hang in there butterfly! You are braver than you think. I hope that you did write it down since that may make it easier. Let it all out, and dont be afraid or embaressed to cry. Crying in front of someone takes alot of courage. Stay strong!
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She comes on like a rose but everybody knows You can look but you better not touch Late at night while you're sleepin' poison ivy comes a'creepin' Arou-ou-ou-ou-ou-ound She's pretty as a daisy but look out man she's crazy She'll really do you in If you let her under your skin 
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#37
Jan 26, 2010, 01:27 PM
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Do you know me poisonivy?your comments really help.
i cant let myself cry in front of others if i think im going to cry i clam up and stop talking.
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#38
Jan 26, 2010, 01:35 PM
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I dont actually have a therapist,i'm not in any type of therapy.
i have started having visits from a r*pe/abuse support worker but i'm not ready for councelling.She has suggested to do councelling with me but i cant,not yet.im not ready.I'm also being moved into a residentual home because my bpd/ptsd is severe which is stressful.i may start therapy once ive moved and am settled.
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