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Old Jan 25, 2010, 12:27 PM
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Stressed today - too much going on too fast. Was at lunch and kept thinking about how I wish I would have been able to tell on my dad when I was 13 and saw something and knew something he did - then maybe that other girl would have not had that happen. uggggg As if it is my fault!! Why do we feel this level of guilt over stuff that is not our fault! I sometimes hate the way my mind works.

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Old Jan 25, 2010, 12:34 PM
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Yes, you were a child and your dad was responsible for his behavior not you. I am sorry that you are feeling distressed.........
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 01:45 PM
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It just makes me exhausted - if that makes any sense. So exhausted.
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 01:50 PM
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Exhausted because it is hard for you to let it go?
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 03:35 PM
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exhausted because of life
why does everything have to be a battle?
When will it end?
uggggg!!!!!

It is wrong to have to go through life always jumping at shadows, always feeling someone is after you or plotting against you, always wondering what I did wrong in a previous life to get this kinda karma! UGGG

I want to live a normal life - (sic). And I am just exhausted. Just flat out exhausted.
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 04:18 PM
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I hear you on this. I am sorry it has to be so hard!
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 07:07 PM
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I just want to say that I understand.
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 07:37 PM
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complic8d - thank you.... i am so sick of crying and being sick at my stomach from crying.... uggggggg I hate this part of the "healing" because it feels like I am dying.... had to take off a couple days for work Tue and Wed ... I just can't do it... I just don't have the strength to go fight for 9 hours tommorow... I hate this phase
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 08:37 PM
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 08:57 PM
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Byz - thanks a billion - I needed to hear just that!
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Old Jan 25, 2010, 09:58 PM
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((((((Wpowers)))))))) You are one of the stongest women we know. and we agree somtimes strenght is taken it all minute by minute, one step at a time. Thank you for being here.
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