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Old Apr 11, 2013, 03:17 PM
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Never thought I would see this day. my father in www.meganslaw.com Still in heavy denial. Not sure how to prose this but here is the first step..California Registered Sex Offender Profile Display My thought and emotions are in loop. Can't talk about it this is all I can do for now.. Until denial goes away and reality 7has began. I can handle share anymore at the moment. fi you believe in prayers if you pray tonight please do for me. I hardly ask for much help on here because I don't want anyone care my burden. Opinions is not what i'm looking for mainly support and kindness at this time..If you want to know how to find my father in the megans law i'll be glad to provide that.
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 04:16 PM
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I'm sorry that you're in such pain and misery!! Gentle hugs to you honey.
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 11:09 PM
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Well here's me now..Biography
JUST a little girlie, a little tomboyish. ~ a little rough~ a little tough~ a little sassy~ a little classy~a little naughty~a little nice~I call it being me♥ Thanks to those who hated me, u taught me to rise above drama. To those who loved me, u made my ♥ grow fonder. To those who cared, u showed me you’re true. To those who entered my life, u showed me there are still good people out there. To those who left, u showed me that nothing lasts forever. To those who stayed, u showed me the meaning of a bond. To those who listened, u made me feel I was worth listening to." ♥
Jack of all trades Mistress of none
Courtesy expected, respect earned, love given.
♥ I ask for patience to forgive and forget in my prayers because if I ask for strength I will only use it to hospitalize whoever hurt me. I may not be perfect but in my imperfections there is a kind caring beautiful soul,so if your looking for perfection go buy a barbie.
"It's not whatcha got, it's whatcha give, It ain't the life you choose, It's the life you live"- And what will YOU be doing at 4:20 today?I will be Dancing like no one is watching , Singing like no one is listening ,
LiL living in Faith,Lotta Laughing with the Family ,
Loving my awesome Friends.
My formula for living is quite simple. I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can.We live in Texas and enjoy all that God has blessed us with.
I am a Tree huggin' Herbalist, Nature lovin' Hippie, Harley riding Gypsy,I'm a Farm~girl boot wearin~ four wheel ridin ~gun shootin , sun`rise/sunset watchin, not afraid to get dirty country girl!
♥ Lord have Mercy, I'm Loving this blessed life;
treat me good ~ I will treat you better
treat me bad ~ I will treat you worse
treat me like your everything ~ I will make you my everything
that is pretty much me.
with me you get what you give.
I'm~a little naughty~a little nice~ Aquarius ♥ ♥ Take it or leave it. I am so blessed with children,grandchildren , family of friends....
Life is too short to wake up with regrets....Believe,,,,EVERYTHING happens for a REASON.."I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
.If you get a 2nd chance, grab it with both hands. If if CHANGES your life, let it..Nobody said life would be easy, HE/THEY just promised it would be well worth it.......... I speak From my Heart.... Life's very simple for me...Don't like me...DELETE ME...Don't hang around trying to change me or anything else for that matter...Thanks...(((^_^))) You got your own ways... i have mine and i ain't about to start apologizing to anyone about it either ."Don't mistake my compassion for a weakness..
No Man is worth a Woman's tears & the One who IS won't make her Cry!
My formula for living is quite simple.. REVENGE IS FOR PEOPLE TO IMPATIENT FOR KARMA"............................lmao
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Old Apr 11, 2013, 11:14 PM
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Old Apr 12, 2013, 04:39 AM
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Mugshots - Mugshots.com -Search Inmate Arrest Mugshots Online. Arrest Records, Criminal Records, Official Records Found another web page of my father. I ask myself what did i do? My two sisters blame me cause i remember it all. They call me the crazy one. Should of been locked up in a mental Hospital and the key through away.
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Old Apr 12, 2013, 07:05 AM
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Sending you warm comforting s and will keep you in prayer ((((((((((avoice)))))))))
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Old Apr 12, 2013, 07:09 PM
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Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why. I hate you I will never forgive you you're not worthy for forgiveness. I will forgive my self cause I was a child. I hope you rot in hell and burn.
way way way way way way way way way I am puttying a curse on you. For all the people you messed up. By the way you look dead. Get ready for hell to come your way and I mean hell.. Cause I'm going to hunt you down and when I do you will need so many blessing. someone will hit you in the face make you even more ugly. That people look at you and they run cause your so ugly...Do you understand me say it you bastard.

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Old Apr 12, 2013, 08:28 PM
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this is so messed it's official mite  be a trigger
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Old Apr 13, 2013, 11:42 AM
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I'll get through this I just need time. He's the one that miserable and ugly not me. I survived so i can go on with life.
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Old Apr 15, 2013, 09:09 PM
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Today I thought of scum and you were that scum. You are nothing one question? Did they rape you in prison? I heard you are the worst kind other inmates do the unthinkable to scum like you. Well rot in hell you bastard .
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Old Apr 17, 2013, 08:39 PM
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There's no why you did this to me. Don't start saying sorry just leave me alone... You understand me Father? I hate you
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Old Apr 17, 2013, 09:26 PM
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Let go of anger, let god in your heart instead. Let go of the anger, love self instead.

I shall say prayers for you avoice.

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Old Apr 18, 2013, 08:19 AM
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There is nothing we can say that will remove this pain from your heart....nothing. But in my eyes it will serve no useful purpose to remain tethered to such a negative event or person. Try to somehow forgive this person in your heart if possible so that you are no longer tied to this individual spiritually by hatred. ((avoice))
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Old Apr 19, 2013, 09:42 PM
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I will forgive me but please don't ask me to forgive an evil person i just don't do that...I've been around a long time dealing with this. Forgive is sometimes not the right thing to do. I will do it this way. My t that works with me does not believe you have to forgive the person that harmed you. You do need to make peace within your self. Hate is a word and sometimes you can hate a person and be at peace. But i do not forgive someone that is going to hell, no way, not me 'cause I'm going to heaven where I can rest in peace.


my father has been abusing kids, dogs, beer bottles you name it anything that has a whole. He should of gone to prison when i was twelve they let him go free for 31 years, ...With all that said and done i rest my case...
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Old May 06, 2013, 10:08 PM
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I thought about smashing your ugly face today.
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Old May 07, 2013, 10:43 AM
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I don't know if I can forgive my abuser, either.

Sending you supportive vibes today. It gets better.

Carol
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Old May 10, 2013, 10:23 PM
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Thank you for expressing your hatred and rage. We need that. To feel that anger and hate at the one or ones who hurt us. For so long I blamed myself and sometimes I still do. But today, today I hate him. Not me. Him. And that is a blessing.
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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
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Old May 12, 2013, 10:23 PM
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Made copies of your ugly mug shot today. Practiced my shooting getting pretty good at it to. All also made copies and plastered them all over the town. Some people even remembered you. You just wait your day's coming soon..
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