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Old May 15, 2010, 01:01 PM
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TRIGGER-TRIGGER - Caution may cause Visuals!!!

I've written my said stories here and there.

One of the last was my sister died Dec 3 2009 age 48 - Liver Disease
Due to FACE (mom) hooking her on booze age 11 case for birthday.
Have 3 sisters, 2 still alive, barely.
Never bonded as young. Reunited 20 years later, only to DISTRUST each other due to being played against each other as kids, by FACE (mom)
I'm the black sheep. Yet I raised the girls.
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Okay, okay

Dreams: Brenda still alive. Her partying years age with FACE (mom).

I'm living on the street. No one will talk to me. FACE is in control of all -
Always a drama/game going on.

She's finally turned them all against me...

One place for me to live is with my molester: (1st one) Brenda's father!

Great, great.

p.s. more dreams of FACE doing people in the ditch, drinking, all that,
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AND worst YES - FACE still lives!!!

So Brenda's died. Whom I loved dearly. Yet LIFE through FACE allowed only hatred toward her, cuz she was FACE BUDDY in CRIME.

On Brenda's burial memorial stuff is picture of Brenda sitting on Molesters lay - She's an adult!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm not re-reading this, proof-reading, nothing...
I'm just ripping it out of me in disgust, anger

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'M NOT DOING WELL

and yes I know I actually said my sisters name. I did, yes, stupid, un-fair, crude,

Well I'm Susan, so there I put that out there too..........

That first molester is dead - and, nothing........

Thanks for this!
Gabi925, Julial, Rohag, WePow

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Old May 15, 2010, 01:05 PM
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(((((Starlite))))) - I'm so sorry for your pain and anger. I wish I could say something to ease your pain. All I can do is pray for you and your remaining siblings Starlite.
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Old May 15, 2010, 05:28 PM
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(((((((((( Starlite )))))))))))))) So much pain is there. We send you tons of love and safe hugs with no strings.
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Old May 17, 2010, 11:46 AM
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Starlite, first things first. Shelter and stablility come first. Do you have this?
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