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May 23, 2010, 09:49 PM
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Moms don't do that. My fault. God hated me. I deserved it. Cut and hurt myself so I don't feel anymore. T finally knows the truth, but that makes me want to hurt myself. No one should have to hear this s$&t. It's my fault. Moms don't do that. I never told anyone until now, and I feel horrid knowing someone knows. What if she finds out?
I didn't like it. I didn't like it. And I feel so flicking alone. |
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May 23, 2010, 11:19 PM
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I felt worse too after I wrote down "the scary stuff" for my T to read.
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 lynn P.
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May 24, 2010, 03:00 AM
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You are NOT evil.
 Your Mom DID do that.  Your God does NOT hate you. You did NOT deserve it. I cut myself too.  I didn't like it either. You ARE NOT alone. 
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| lynn P.
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May 24, 2010, 10:53 AM
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You are not alone. I felt like that after I told my T as well. He or she will not tell and you are safe now. Just hold on and let us know how you are doing!!
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May 24, 2010, 06:58 PM
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(((moonrise)))--I ditto all here!
Please keep posting, all is not lost...theo 
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May 24, 2010, 07:14 PM
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(((Moonrise)))
NOT your fault. You are not evil...you are not bad. Some parents are though.....even mothers...
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| lynn P.
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May 25, 2010, 01:12 PM
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you are not evil!
Keep sharing; that takes away the hold it has on you. Hope you are safe. you are okay! you are loved. you didn't deserve what happened. some mothers are AWFUL. they are. I was neglected by mine---she threatened to kill me, too! We are NOT what happened to us! be safe, okay? Billi
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#8
May 28, 2010, 08:08 PM
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I can assure you didn't deserve the abuse. Also, you may be better off leaving your mother, so abuse doesn't worsen from her and continue. I understand it may be hard I am doing a whole lot better now that I left my abusers. Also, try doing good deeds to help you feel better about yourself. Remember you're worth something-- we all are.
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