seeing your abuser

I don't know why but I just can't get myself to tell anyone. I don't know if it's I don't want the people to get introuble... I'm afraid they might come after me. What if NO ONE believes me? Plus everything was my fault. I just hate seeing them! I need to just get used to it all I guess...

Whatever was done was done without your permission and it hurt you. There is no circumstance... be it time, weather, lighting, wardrobe, demeanor...nothing, that would possibly make any of this your fault. You need to stop thinking that. You've got to stop thinking that.
Whether you tell your parents or anyone else is your decision of course. I think that you will have to tell someone. You think that your parents won't support you in this...i.e. that they might take your abuser's side rather than take your side. That is terrible for you. Even though you already suspect that they may react this way it will still come as a shock if/when it happens. And because you still live at home it will bring serious complications in day to day life. If it was me I think I'd like to know but I'm not you so I'm not recommending that you tell them.
I'd like to see what these people did to you come out in the open and have them held accountable.
I'd only recommend it if people who have experienced this are certain that it's necessary in order for you to fully recover from this. Your well being is the most important thing.
I'm hoping you follow through with the trauma program you mentioned in another thread. Could be a good opportunity.

This is good awareness. This is what you need to work with.