[IvyDoll]

I dont even know where to start because i am just so exhausted. Dont tell me to leave him. Just tell me how I can cope.... I need skills. He is Mr Hyde again. I dont know how long this round will last.... Im too tired and its gone on so long. Now that I start putting the peices together and understanding its more than just individual incidents... less hope seems available. No one cares how I feel. I am very low on the totem pole of people caring how I feel.....

[Mediator]

I care how do you feel?

[suzzie]

(((((ivydoll))))) you matter.

[mommyg2]

I am in a similar situation. I feel for you and know what you are going through. I don't know how to tell you to cope with things, but I will be here to listen and to help as I can.

[Open Eyes]

((((((Ivydoll)))))))
Sorry you are struggling so much and feeling like no one cares. Often it is more the people we chose to be around without realizing it.

Welcome to PC, keep coming and posting, take time to get to know others here, there are some very supportive, kind, caring people here that have felt like you and understand.

The point is to come and try to let some things out that you are addressing so others can be more helpful and clear about your issues. It will feel better to get it off your chest as well, and know your not alone.

Open Eyes

[yellowted]

(((((hugs)))) you are a special person for wanting to stick by him, but you need to talk to your doctor, you need support to help him, you can not do it all on your own, it is far greater task than is ever possible for one person.
let your doc know how you are feeling and why, he may have some suggestions or be able to point you in the right direction
good luck, stay safe, take care because people do care how you feel though sometimes it may not seem so, there are some good people in the world. x .

[Sannah]

Originally Posted by IvyDoll

No one cares how I feel. I am very low on the totem pole of people caring how I feel.....

Where do you put yourself on this totem pole? Do you care about yourself?

Originally Posted by IvyDoll

Just tell me how I can cope.... I need skills.

You want to know how to cope with abuse? I don't think that anyone here or anywhere will have these answers for you. If we help you to tolerate abuse then we are conspirators?