[Kmbpeace1171]

Hi the ONLY thing working to get me grounded is ICE on my wrist melted entire icecube on my vein and wrist and i am good and grounded in the present, making progress called doctor and counselor to see if I can get something to help me sleep as last night was fourth night with no sleep at all and that NEVER leads anywhere good for me.

The other issue was the one with the Laws here stating all abuse will be reported to the police making me frightened to really open up to any therapist in this city, I told my Preacher from the church this concern, and he suggested me allowing him to make a hypothetical inquiry using NO names at the Police Station he reassured me that he is NOT going there to file any reports based on anything I told him , just going there with the purpose of clarifying the laws so I can feel safe to open up to my new therapist as I told PReacher I flat out WILL NOT give names no matter what if I do remember, I remember what my ex did to me but I do not remember who did this to me as a child and I will NOT make false accusations, etc. so that is where things are at, I completely freaked out when preacher first suggested he go to the police but after taking time to reread his letter to me it made total sense, he only wants to help me to heal and move forward so i gave him the ok. ty for being here.

[Sannah]

I would think that reporting is only for those in danger at the moment. The T couldn't make a child protection report because you are not a child anymore and they wouldn't make an adult report because you are not in danger at the moment.

[Kmbpeace1171]

yes that is what preacher thinks to but he wants to get things straight with the police so i feel safe , that is his prioritiy he said nothing else