[thetheft]

Back when I was 13, so about 4 years ago, I was pretty much sexually assalted by my cousin. (hes a grade ahead of me in school).
He didn't do anything like, horrible, but he grabbed at my chest and he tried to make out with me.
I've only told my best friends, but not my family. I don't really think it was that important.
But sometimes I sit here and wonder why I started to act, to put it quite frankly, a little slut-ish. And sometimes I think it might have to do with that.

Just thought I'd post this, goodnight.

(((((thetheft)))))

So sorry this happened to you. Personally, I think that if this incident caused negative emotional pain, or a negative reaction later on, then it IS important. Do you have a therapist that you can talk to about this?

[likewater]

(((Thetheft))) i'm also sorry that happened to you. you just described sexual assault. Imagine you are walking down the street and the woman in front of you is grabbed in her chest and onlookers have to pull a man off of her as he tries to "make out" with her. Someone would call the police, right? I agree with melissa. I hope you have a T you can talk to.

[thetheft]

Thanks guys.
I actually don't have anyone to talk to about it seriously. And when I had counselors, I never mentioned it.

[bluemountains]

This is such a big burden to carry in your mind. Please seek out help. I have spent many decades living with the aftermath of csa, and I can tell you that you can push it away, but it's always there waiting to be dealt with.

Possible people to reach out to could be your school counselor, a teacher you trust, a minister, a doctor, etc. As a teacher, I can tell you that we are trained to offer support and seek out help for those who are hurting.

((((Hugs!))))
Bluemountains