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I'm in my forties and I still cannot even try on a bra in a store without feeling shaky and anxious. My mother f'ed me up so badly for so many situations. Forcing me to shop for bras with her and change in front of her and feeling me up "to see if it fits." Going into my first gyno appointment with me to "protect" me. Inspecting us all the time for breast cancer and to see if we were . . . ugh. never mind. cannot even type it.
So I'm too shaky and scared to see a doctor and keep putting it off and I cannot stop being shaky and queasy after HAVING to buy a bra this morning. When do the crappy feelings finally go away?? It seems like therapy has actually made things worse in that I have lost the ability to disassociate unless something HUGE happens. |
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