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Ok.
This is for the older of age only please. Im sorry if you are young and are being abused too by your step father, but I am not here to help you. Sorry. If you want to here my story... I was abused by my stepfather at age 6? Maybe? I have learned to block out my life from about 16 years and younger. I am a man by the way. I still see him because I love my mother and she does not know of this. or she is ignoring my world (pain). I have been happily married now for along time and have a daughter I would give the world for. I would never hurt her or let anybody try. She and my wife know this. My problem... I guess my real father was an "***" to be nice. A drunk, mean guy. I was this same person early on not knowing this. I blame my childhood of course. My wife is the best. She knows I struggle from time to time of these Demons. Ive always had these "DEMONS" Genetics? Upbringing? Both? I fight the booze. Always have. Wife in bed now again with out me because I cant sleep and want more drink. Struggle. Always. Anybody? Someone along time ago said I need to associate with someone of the sameworld. I have looked and could not find. Gave up. But, I am looking again |
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Hi airmech, welcome to PC. Working through your abuse in therapy would be a good idea. We can also support you here.
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