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Old Aug 18, 2012, 09:48 PM
airmech airmech is offline
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Ok.
This is for the older of age only please.
Im sorry if you are young and are being abused too by your step father, but I am not here to help you. Sorry.
If you want to here my story...

I was abused by my stepfather at age 6? Maybe? I have learned to block out my life from about 16 years and younger.

I am a man by the way.

I still see him because I love my mother and she does not know of this. or she is ignoring my world (pain).

I have been happily married now for along time and have a daughter I would give the world for.
I would never hurt her or let anybody try. She and my wife know this.

My problem...
I guess my real father was an "***" to be nice. A drunk, mean guy.
I was this same person early on not knowing this. I blame my childhood of course.
My wife is the best. She knows I struggle from time to time of these Demons.
Ive always had these "DEMONS"
Genetics?
Upbringing?
Both?

I fight the booze. Always have. Wife in bed now again with out me because I cant sleep and want more drink.
Struggle.
Always. Anybody?

Someone along time ago said I need to associate with someone of the sameworld.
I have looked and could not find.
Gave up.

But, I am looking again

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Old Aug 19, 2012, 09:54 AM
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Sannah Sannah is offline
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Hi airmech, welcome to PC. Working through your abuse in therapy would be a good idea. We can also support you here.
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Thanks for this!
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