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Dec 22, 2012, 10:57 PM
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Im back home for the holidays... I have 2 jobs back here at home and then I help my Mom with my little siblings and christmas prep. Ive been working my jobs and then before/after I help at home. I get up early and go to bed late and put in at least 4 or more hours of housework a day. But no matter what I still forget something or do something wrong... and I try so hard... and I dont want her to be mad. I just want her to love me.
And its so hard to cope with. And my anxiety is through the roof, and I want to cut but I cant because I literally dont have the time to cut and then wait for the blood to stop. And I have little siblings so I have to stay strong for them. And I deserve some of it, because I make mistake... but I really dont do it on purpose. And I feel so bad... but she dosnt believe me when I apologize. And she never thanks me for all the work I do. And I hurt so badly... and Im so sad... and I feel so guilty. I dont mean to make her hate me. And I cant sleep and I work early tomorrow... and I skipped dinner... so I just ate chocolate instead... and if she finds out shes gonna be so mad in me. And I dont know how to deal with this.... |
 Nelliecat, shortandcute
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Dec 23, 2012, 01:39 PM
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I'm sorry that you are going thtu this.
 Are you old enough to move out on your own? (I know that's easier said than done, especially when you have your hands full.) I'm hoping that you have someone to talk to. I know it feels hopeless, but one day, this will end, I promise. 
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Dec 23, 2012, 02:07 PM
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Please continue to keep us posted?
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Dec 23, 2012, 10:30 PM
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No. Im 17 and in college. Live at the dorms most of the year. |
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Dec 24, 2012, 11:09 AM
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Do you have a therapist to help you work thorugh this?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Dec 24, 2012, 11:12 PM
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Dec 26, 2012, 02:45 PM
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Have you been discussing with your T how your mom makes you feel?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Dec 27, 2012, 09:07 PM
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I am going trough kinda the same stuff i am visiting my brothers home heis an angry man stuck in the past.. it very stressful i have hepc 3.1 million VLand the stress and pain is hell. i try to not personaliuze its him not me i have loaned him money etc even being homeless as i am. anywayi am isolated here have no one to talk to no car and m kinda being emotinally neglected here againi will make it i am just sad and pained in this isoltion somonw pleas etalk to me
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