[paul 1980]

score of 46 (Sanity Score)

I took this test due to, which i thought I am suffereing stress or PTSD

I ahve never had mental health problems previous being a former pilot trained to deal with stress and was also in police

I just wonder if anyone could help. I wont go into the full details but my ex ran away with my daughter in 08 after making threats to kill her and disclosed she was abused as a child by her father. I alerted the authorities and was ignored. a year later my child was placed in my care by a different authority as my ex disclosed to them she had feelings of suffocating my daughter.

Since being in my care my daughter has disclosed her mum placed a pillow over her head and tried to kill her and her granddad has been touching her. My social services have tried to cover it up and been sexually discriminative towards me (hard evidence of this) and removed my daughter from my care 6 monmths ago because i have challenged the authourities. They are saying trying to kill a child was in the past and no risk and a child disclosing abuse (verbally and drawings) is normal. Authorities have said its emotional abuse seeking medical advice

She has been placed back with the mother. We have found out that others have reported tthe granddad for abusing children but the courts and authorities have no concerns. We found out ex has personality disorder and did try to harm another child

All i can think of is the safety of my daughter, it has affected my work, and i openly speak about the injustice served

I mediate alot and go to church , however social services have said both of these actions are a high risk to a child. I have been banned from speaking to councillors, or any childrens charitiys.

My daughter has not only disclosed to me, but to nursery, police, school family and friends. She has also been admitted to hospital. Social tried to withhold evidence from the courts and have labelled me paranoid and have mental health issues for saying a police disclosure exists when they say it dont, despite me having a copy of it. They are also saying icant think in psychological terms saying i think too much like a police officer, for example, they are saying a parent saying i want to klill the child, and the child discloses her mum tried to kill her is a very high risk, where they are saying its not. and i'm jumping to conclusions of abuse on a child saying things that cannot be interpreted any other way or any other explanation.

All I do is sit and research now (preportional to other activities) , laws, medical etc and they are saying making a statement for court is a "concern" and researching the law is a concern, or contacting professionals is a concern

I really dont know what way to turn.

[Sannah]

Sorry that this is happening.