Well, I was hoping what I went through at one time wasn't sexual abuse, so I could get over it. But I recently heard from someone that it wasn't, and I just felt a big blow somehow.

What I went through isn't a crime? Anyone could get away with it? I started crying almost immediately. I'm sorry to ask... But could someone PM me so I could talk to someone in private about this? I know, it's my own problem, but I don't feel like posting it up here in the open yet. I would have nothing to give but my thanks... I can't bring myself to talk to anyone in person about it right now. Even if it wasn't sexual abuse, it'd be nice to hear someone else's opinion to help get over my feelings.