[InACorner]

Juice, (my nickname)

"......I also need to say Im sorry. Im sorry for all the hurtful things ive said toyou. I dont mean them and part of you knows that. But, words can hurt we both know that. Im sorry for all the hurtful things ive said to you!! I can make up excuses but there is no excuse for the things ive said. IM SORRY (INNY) !!! I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I know im not in line for mother of the year award. But i do know i love you and pray that all good things come your way. ........"

love, Your mom

Youd think she said she was sorry enough times? No 100000 million sorries dont even make up one" I wish you were never born"
yea mom, thats right ...i dont forgive you.
Thats right, not after all my nightmares, my anorexia, my cutting, you leaving me homeless..and letting my stepdad hit me.....
yea mom...actually you dont even deserve that name

good on you inny...
my T told me that i do not need to forgive my abuser and im passing that on to you

getting that letter must have brought up alot of bad memories and feelings..

((((((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))))))
we will get thru this

[Soidhonia]

Hello INA.
I am very sorry this letter has really been an emotional stressor for you at this time. I hope that you can someday move on from this pain and hurt with the help of your therapist. You did not deserve the treatment that you got from your mother, but you do deserve to get the help you need to be the person you want to be in life INA. Please try to stay safe and PM anytime. I look forward to seeing youin chat. Take care. Soidhonia

[sabby]

Well, now that she has unburdened herself and apologized to you....I hope you can take it for what it's worth and move on to help yourself become the person you want to be...despite the hurt and pain and anguish you have had to deal with.

(((((((((((((inny)))))))))))))))

xoxoxoxo
J

[InACorner]

thanks you guys

she wont let me move on, it would be to easy for me...and Lord knows if my life was easy shed have a canary
Im battling with her and my stepdad..they want me to come home...they said i could move back in, they would take me to work (id get a job where my dad works) and they would let me live in their house. Do you see the trap in that? I do ....it took me 14 years to escape them physically....ive been running away since i was 4 years old...that says something....and they are still trying to get me to go home. Then i will hear ...you failed...we were right ..you were wrong, your lazy and all that good stuff...then the next thing i know theyll hit me a few times ...just to remember the good old times....and then kick me out....and thats when i will never have no where to go

love, Inny

(((((((((((((((((inny))))))))))))))))))))))))))

here for you always

you are the better person, always have been, always will be remember that

take care my friend and e.daughter

jinny xoxoxoxo

[froggie2]

Inny How brave. Its been years for me and I am just starting to tell about it. You wrote all that and got all lot out. You are amazing. I am here if you need me.