[mssumom]

Sometimes I feel like I will never be free of my exhusband.......he actually had been pretty quiet for the most part for awhile and I let my guard down. Won't make that mistake again. He's right a piece of paper can't stop him if he wants to see me.
I don't know if nights like last night are worth it to keep going or not.......I feel like such a loser and so worthless which he kept reminding me of, though I already knew it.
Sometimes like now just seem so not worth the work to keep trying to make a go of life.

[lenjan]

((((((((Lori)))))))) I have an open couch and we can find you a job if you ever want to escape one middle-of-nowhere place for another. I wish there were something concrete I could do to help. I do have cousins in the Mafia....