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Old Jul 31, 2007, 10:06 PM
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I am so triggered and overwhelmed right now that I had to run out of my school board meeting twice to throw up, and again when I got back to work just now, and I can't shut my brain off, the images won't stop. i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) But they are so perverted and disgusting and gross and evil that I'm too ashamed to post about it in public. Could someone who has dealt with CSA and isn't easily grossed out or triggered by it right now (kudos to you, I thought I was over it too -- sur-PRISE!) please PM me? i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger)

i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger)

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Old Jul 31, 2007, 10:33 PM
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just wanted to offer you (((hugs))) sorry you are going thru images.I have been thru CSA and I'm 50 but not sure if i'm equipped to help.I feel for you and probably do have empathy, but i get scared (social phobia) of doing or saying the wrong things...please accept my good wishes....luv Jjulia
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Old Aug 01, 2007, 03:00 AM
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(((candybear)))
i too have been thru CSA
it sucks and triggers are easily found
and yes the images conjured up are horrific and things from the darkest nightmares
but they do not represent u
u are NOT the horror the perverted, evil, gross, disgusting thing
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Old Aug 01, 2007, 10:20 AM
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(((((((((((((( candy )))))))))))))))

I'm so very sorry this is so hard right now and appears to be flooding you. Can you call your t/pdoc?

I just saw this and I'm sorry. How is today going?

Love,

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Old Aug 01, 2007, 03:26 PM
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I had today off anyway, so I've spent it mostly in bed. Sleep is a wonderful avoidance tool.

Today also is 8 years since my dad died, so I'm trying not to think about that either.

Thought about calling T, but see her Monday anyway, so will just deal till then.

Thanks for asking....
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i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) ((((((((((((((((((( Candy ))))))))))))))))) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger)

i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger) i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger)

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Old Aug 01, 2007, 08:11 PM
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u can always call u T u dont have to deal with this alone
u are allowed help

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Old Aug 02, 2007, 01:18 AM
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((((((( Candy ))))))))

You are more than welcome to PM me. I can handle this stuff. I am sorry that it happened to you, and that it's coming back up again now. i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger)

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(((CANDY))). I hope things are going better for you at this time. I am sorry that you have been struggling to this degre. Take care of yourself. Soidhonia
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Old Aug 18, 2007, 01:11 PM
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feel free to PM me ok? i can handle CSA, no prob. wont trigger me, just come talk to me whenever u want ok?
take care
self

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i am a big, fat, bleepin' FREAK. (possible trigger)

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