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Old Oct 07, 2016, 01:05 PM
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My mother who was neglect and physical abusive towards me to the point of causing me developmental issues and who could have killed me when I was under 8 has suddenly sent me this message after more than two years I cut contact with them. Oh, she also hid the sexual abuse I was suffering from my father.

'Hi. How are you? We are worried about you and miss you, I am thinking on going to visit you soon.
Kisses.'

I want to clarify they wanted me dead and away of their life since they thought I was making everything up and 'making everyone believes we were horrible parents while the problem is you, not us. You are a liar because you are autistic and you don't realize about it because of it.'


My head is going to explode with me I need tu run away or something

but calm down
me is going to talk with me about the calming down options and to don't believe that **** because not true
I don't explode

I don't panic
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Old Oct 07, 2016, 03:42 PM
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Old Oct 07, 2016, 03:59 PM
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My mother (who was one of my abusers) tried to see me before my baby was born. I put my foot down quickly because I knew I was not going to be able to take care of her drinking and a newborn at the same time. I was right.

It's time to practice boundaries and self-care.
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Old Oct 07, 2016, 07:04 PM
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I blocked them from everyplace
and won't
allow them to get near me.
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Crazy, inside and aside

Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions

"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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Old Oct 07, 2016, 07:27 PM
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Good for you! Keep the boundaries.
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Old Oct 07, 2016, 09:25 PM
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I shuddered when I read you post, nocter. Run for you life and don't look back!
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Old Oct 08, 2016, 04:32 PM
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That's good. Don't let people like that screw with your head anymore. They don't deserve the satisfaction of having you in their lives. Good luck.
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