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My mother who was neglect and physical abusive towards me to the point of causing me developmental issues and who could have killed me when I was under 8 has suddenly sent me this message after more than two years I cut contact with them. Oh, she also hid the sexual abuse I was suffering from my father.
'Hi. How are you? We are worried about you and miss you, I am thinking on going to visit you soon. Kisses.' I want to clarify they wanted me dead and away of their life since they thought I was making everything up and 'making everyone believes we were horrible parents while the problem is you, not us. You are a liar because you are autistic and you don't realize about it because of it.' My head is going to explode with me I need tu run away or something but calm down me is going to talk with me about the calming down options and to don't believe that **** because not true I don't explode I don't panic
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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My mother (who was one of my abusers) tried to see me before my baby was born. I put my foot down quickly because I knew I was not going to be able to take care of her drinking and a newborn at the same time. I was right.
It's time to practice boundaries and self-care. |
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I blocked them from everyplace
and won't allow them to get near me.
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Crazy, inside and aside Meds: bye bye meds CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions "Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance." I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison- |
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Good for you! Keep the boundaries.
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True happiness comes not when we get rid of all our problems, but when we change our relationship to them, when we see our problems as a potential source of awakening, opportunities to practice patience and learn.~Richard Carlson |
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I shuddered when I read you post, nocter. Run for you life and don't look back!
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![]() leomama, OliverB
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That's good. Don't let people like that screw with your head anymore. They don't deserve the satisfaction of having you in their lives. Good luck.
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