[wizard]

Hi I have just joined these forums. About a year ago someone asked me if my father sexually abused me and this question felt really uncomfortable and I don't know why. I was emotionally abused with mild physical abuse but have no memory of ever being sexually abused. I seemed to relate a lot to the symptoms of sexual abuse and when I read about it I start to think it relates to how I am as a person. I was the only one of four siblings that became mentally ill and have always been unhappy and withdrawn, nothing like my siblings who are confident and outgoing and have no problems making friends. I have always felt guilty, dirty and overwhelmed after sex even with my now husband.

Just don't no what to think anymore.

[troubled1]

Welcome Wizard,
Keep at your GP he should oblige you when you say you need something it is his job , But if he does or Did not help you Friday Let him know you may have No choice but to seek help through someone else this will help him realize you are serious..
Part of there problem is he has known you so long they can become complacent, And not think to realize if your asking for help you need it... Take care Wizard and Good Luck ... troubled1