I'm glad I was able to get into those gifts share what are still stressor for my mom. Mom is one whom I have forgiven but we still get made at each other just like normal people whom show feelings and are supports to each other. What I want to tell my one friend is that we can't just keep thinking that I got to expose her to her upbringing just because we can see the remnants of her abusers. At the end of the day, it was needed she needed to understand I didn't acquire that growing up it came later in life. It further explained to me what my mom endured, is called this some of how she still is, is because of this......If she had gone to school or could get educated, the thing is ,it is study of people. She probably has a idea of what I'm doing but is she being stretched to read a book or research to call it something as I'm doing? She probably has a undiagnosed issue but that is okay...
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