[katydid777]

My husband's mom, and sister had been calling for a few days. I would tell him, and he would disreguard them. So the day before his sister called and we talked about his mom coming over, and I casualy suggested that if she came over, it might be a good idea while she was here for her to ware a mask. My sister in law's place is always over run with people, and she does a lot of running around, also my mother in law runs the roads every day to thrift shops, goodwill, Walmart, just all over, and talks to everyone that will talk to her. There are only 3 people in our home, and all 3 of us are disabled, and if we were to get this flu it would be bad. Anyway my sister in law tells my husband something, he did bring up the mask. He also said we would baby sit his mother the week of june 16th. We had planned to go to florida the week of june 12th because it will be our 25th anniversary. He was real mean, and ugly with his words, and acted like being married 25 years was no big deal, but his sister going to florida with her daughter's family was so importanI want to wt. He made me feel like I wasn't anything at all.

[katydid777]

Originally Posted by katydid777

My husband's mom, and sister had been calling for a few days. I would tell him, and he would disreguard them. So the day before his sister called and we talked about his mom coming over, and I casualy suggested that if she came over, it might be a good idea while she was here for her to ware a mask. My sister in law's place is always over run with people, and she does a lot of running around, also my mother in law runs the roads every day to thrift shops, goodwill, Walmart, just all over, and talks to everyone that will talk to her. There are only 3 people in our home, and all 3 of us are disabled, and if we were to get this flu it would be bad. Anyway my sister in law tells my husband something, he did bring up the mask. He also said we would baby sit his mother the week of june 16th. We had planned to go to florida the week of june 12th because it will be our 25th anniversary. He was real mean, and ugly with his words, and acted like being married 25 years was no big deal, but his sister going to florida with her daughter's family was so important and i was nothing at all. He can be very cruel with his words. He is also very controlling. He don't like it if i try to look nice, he is always saying that i never dress, or ware my hair the way he likes. When he is working on somthing like the 4 wheeler, he always gets mad at me for not doing it his way, when he don't even tell me what his way is. I am always walking on egg shells, but i am afraid to leave. I think he would love it if i left so he could say i abondoned the house, and he might get it. I am also just afraid of him, and i love him, if that makes any sence. I just don't know.... Any helpful insite will be greatly accepted. I don't know if i will use it, but i will definately think things over.

I know my marrage is very bad, but I feel like I am stuck with being put down, and I have no voice, or say so in any matter.