[CalamityJane425]

Today is Easter.
Easter makes me sad. I was taken away from my Mother inside a courtroom in Los Angeles & made to go live with a Father I did not know & his 2nd Wife with whom I REALLY didn't want anything do to with, I also didn't know her.
What I will tell you is that it got ugly. I fought physically. I bit someone I don't remember who it was nor do I care.
I yelled out for my Mother, now is there anyone out there who is feeling me on this one? I cannot BEGIN to describe to you just how incredibly painful that was for me. I think that being drawn & quartered would have been preferred.
THEN, wait it gets better (sarcasm) my Father after the courtroom disaster drives to MC DONALDS afterwards!!!!! It was him, his wife, myself.
He spilt his milkshake all over the front seat which I was glad happened.
It only got worse from there I will write about that at another time.
Being stuck here on the Washington Peninsula doesn't help cause its so boring.
I live in a temporary transitional home with other veterans most of whom I don't like.
As I've said I don't like this website & I will only post as a form of therapy. If someone sends me a message I will be glad to be of some help.
Except the internet trolls.
This is one of the many reasons for my bipolar depression.
I currently take a medication called Depakote which helps but doesn't help 100% to take away the inner pain, because only illegal drugs can do that & I don't want to fall into that trap. It's very easy to do.
I hope to get my apartment soon so I can have my own place. Then I want to get a job.
Who knows maybe even a relationship with someone that I actually like.
Only time will tell.

[Wild Coyote]

I am sorry for all you have been through.

Thank you for your service.

I hope you get your apartment soon.
Best wishes for your future.


WC