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Jul 19, 2018, 03:46 PM
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i no longer want to be a child , i cant let that be me i have to act like an adult too much abuse when i was a child i feel dirty even thinking of my childhood thinking if i do my mother will telepathically know i let slip about her abuse of me and the others who abused me i feel sick sick at the child like toys or the Disney dvds i have want to hurt myself because i let this happen i let myself be a victim of there lust want to take everything child like and burn it takes it out the house and burn it in the garden maybe even burn her as well
they took things that where innocent and made them dirty and i feel so sick right now i feel so angry at them i cant deal with this at all i want to die and no one can help me
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Jul 19, 2018, 04:30 PM
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Its ok. Take a deep breath. Go to a place you feel safe. Even if its just in your mind. Like the beach. Think of waves crashing. The way the sand feels. The way the ocean smells. Think about those things. Are you ok? Do you need me to call anyone? Also too. You didnt let anything happen. Children cant make decisions to let things happen. This is not your fault.
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Jul 19, 2018, 06:50 PM
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I hope you will consider counseling; None of what happened to you was your fault.
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Jul 20, 2018, 11:10 PM
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i been having counselling with someone i trust
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