Sod off you piece of **** What do you want to say to your abuser

To my mother: You never wanted me. You were ashamed of me the minute you knew I wasn't "normal" like your other daughter. You probably knew I was abused and molested not only by her, but by your husband and boyfriend as well. You just didn't admit it until you had a mental breakdown. I was your "retarded child." And I know some of your other relatives look down on me just like you do. You didn't love my father or my sister's father either. But, somewhere deep down you always favored her over me. Despite the fact that she disobeyed you several times, slept with boys behind your back, and lied to you. Yet, you punished me every time she f***ed up. All because I was there. I should've ran from you when I was 17. You never believed I would amount to anything in life. I should've dropped out my senior year in high school and graduated a year or two late.

To my half sister: You used and abused people your whole life starting with me. Did you think I was gonna take our dark secret to my grave? You obviously molested me because you felt like I would keep quiet. Did you enjoy taking advantage of me? You felt like our mother was giving me too much attention. Did it feel good to bad mouth me to other relatives? You and our mother are the reason why many of our relatives don't deal with me either. Even if they can't stand you! I'm being punished for something you and our mother did and it's unfair. I can get over what happened between us, but I am never dealing with you or our mother's family ever again!

I did tell off all my abusers as they were abusing me, I had the fight response.

Boring POS get ****ed

What you said had really hurt my feelings? You begin attacking me over things you do not understand nor do you want to understand. What was said you had no right to say? What you said was narcissist, rude, hateful, disrespectful, hurtful? Don’t you realized that your words hurts?

How could come to my residence and talk down to me? Your not better than me or anyone else because of your social status. How much money your spouse had made? People like you don’t change. Your words hurt. Today was the first time you ever admitted that your not as smart as you think you are or as you pretend to be.

F you. F you. F you. F you!!!!!!!!!!

I'm glad both of my molesters are dead. I wish this for the abusive men I lived with and was married to. This is what happens when children are molested. They continue to pick people who are abusive. I can't seem to get it right so I've given up. Since I'm old now, it's easy to get past it. Only took me 60+ years.

How dare you talk down to me and treat me like I am ignorant just because I had reached out for some help? How dare you harassed me about my disability and then attack me again because of your anger issues and bad experiences? I hope someday this happen to you when you end up with a disability that you didn’t ask for and be treated differently..

What right did you think you had to ruined every birthday and every holiday every year? Just because your mentally ill, controlling, bully, with a stalker personality. Why won’t you changed your narcissist way? You make real victims of domestic violence and real victim who are terminally ill look really bad with your delusions.

Get out of my head

I have asked for this thread to be closed. I started it long ago and it isn't helpful to me now.