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#41
why can't you just leave me alone
you've got your own life, you've gotten away with your harsh treatment (beyond me), just live your life and be happy stop ****ing with people you clearly don't care about |
Anonymous42119, Lilly2
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#42
God is on my side. You will wind up in the gutter again where you belong because you will waste your money on mischief and criminal activities. Mark my word. You will bring yourself down.
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#43
what goes around comes around.
don't be surprised if things turn sour for you in a few years from now no one's ever squeaky clean, and that includes you so be prepared |
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#44
and when things do happen you can't handle, don't go begging me for support- because i'm not ****ing interested
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#45
Wanted to tell my mother how much I hate her and delight in her suffering from terminal lung cancer during her last year alive. During her last few days alive, I wanted to look her in the eyes and tell her I hope there is a real hell and she goes to it for ****ing up my life when she was powerless to stop me.
Unfortunately, I was too much of a coward. My step father at the time believed she was the physical manifestation of love even though she was a master manipulator that preyed on both his naivety and his good nature. I was afraid he wouldn't support me anymore if I told her what I think about her because at that time I couldn't hold down a job or take care of my basic needs and I wouldn't have been able to survive on my own. So yeah, my hatred for my mother still burns brighter than a thousand stars. |
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#46
I don't want to say anything to my abuser. I simply want to spit on his grave and have the opportunity to destroy his reputation after his death.
I want to know about and watch as he suffers. Because no matter what abuses he did or will try to throw at me, I will always have one ace card, I am younger than him and will outlive him and when all his minions are gone -- as they will be.. I will get to write his reputation and story. |
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#47
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How the hell can you blame me? You did this and chose to do so! I was just a little kid, you knew what you did was wrong! Then saying "I was a kid too" you were 12-15 you knew it was wrong, why would you tell me "not tell mum and dad or I Will go to prison"? Just because I didn't ****ing say no doesn't mean anything. And when you found out my coach sexually abused me, you didn't stop! You just used it against me. And now I told someone and mum and dad know, you're manipulating them, so now they're blaming me too. How could you do this to me?! You're my older brother, you should protect me. And now I'm broke because of you. I will never be able to see myself naked, I can't even take a ****ing shower without getting flashbacks. But the worst thing is that you're blaming me. Idiot. Sorry, but I needed to get it out. My parents are protecting him (girls are 2 years earlier developed, you were even. He didn't force you. Why did you tell, now we have to go through this ****. Etc.) I just want to hurt him, not physically but mentally. |
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#48
I would say:
"I pity you. I don't have to live with you anymore, but you are stuck with yourself for the rest of your life. You can never escape you. I am free; you are not. I pity you. I hope you get some help while I move on with my life. Good luck and good bye." Last edited by Anonymous43949; Dec 28, 2018 at 03:20 AM.. |
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#49
Much to your chagrin, the truth will come out. The whole truth and nothing but the TRUTH!! All of it will come out. I will NEVER FORGET!!
Get that through your massive ego. |
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#50
I hate who you really are,I loved the person that you pretended to be.I remember the time when I saw you being your true self,you were ugly,disgusting,crude,ill mannered,demanding,selfish,full of contempt and hatred for me and everyone else and life itself.I think you are a demon only concerned for what you can consume and devour for yourself.You have no feelings for anyone but yourself and you want power and control but you only want it so that you can be one of the world's takers and destroyers,you do not know how to give or how to love.It is incomprehensible to me how you can bear to be so self centred and paranoid and against others.I know you are empty inside and full of nothingness,and the only way you can express the pain of this is by being violent and abusive.Well you are not taking that out on me anymore I am done being your punching bag.Go away and stay away I don't want you I never loved you and I still don't love you,not who you really are,you disgust me!
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#51
You make me sad. I wish you were so different, real parents.
And why my siblings don't suffer and are not so messed up as I am? Because you prefered them and like them the most since the begining. I don't have the tools to amuse you and say fun things as they do, you should like and accept me and care about me and my emotional well being dispite what I can give to you. |
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#52
I am not the one who should go for you for help. You should be able to see I need help and love. Not to br ignored right in front of your eyes.
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#53
It's sad you have not learned anything about the cause and effect of your bad behavior after all this time. You just insist on continuing the saga. This may be the narcissism in you.
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#54
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Anonymous42119, Lilly2
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Anonymous42119, Lilly2
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Anonymous42119, Lilly2
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#59
Sometime i get tired of apologizing to those my family hurt emotionally.
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