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Dec 12, 2007, 09:35 AM
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I ran into him almost a month ago. right after thanksgiving. He tried talking to me. I wanted to hurt him. after so many years of torture he put me through and now he wants to know how i feel. After losing a job and my bills cant be met. After all the times I took care of our mother. who thought he walked on water. and she thought i was LYING about what he did to me. Why would a 9 year old girl tell her mom that he held her down and tried to make her do things that arent right, to lie about it. Where would she have learned that? He used to say. "they will think you are nuts and lock you up" this is how a brother loves a sister. No it isnt. He wouldnt stop. after that he invited a friend in on the action. The fear in my eyes when my parents would leave and go out is something I can never explain. I got beat for LYING. lying about what he did. he KNOWS what he did. making me touch him. fighting back tears and fighting the fear inside, I did it. just to be able to have him leave me alone. I was a kicking post, a toy. NOT a sister.
Thanks for listening.
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Dec 12, 2007, 03:37 PM
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C, I'm so sorry. And you're right, you should never have been treated that way. I'm sorry you saw him again and I'm sorry for all that was done to you.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/ Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse. Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes "I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac |
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Dec 12, 2007, 10:16 PM
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 Major Sad Ct..,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Lot of gall on his part ,,, Have you or are you or can you (( yeah right )) ever be ok ? ( bad question ) Sux out loud. No count to ask How are You ... 
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Dec 12, 2007, 10:21 PM
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Left that One weak Sorry Ct ((( Easy Hugs )))
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Dec 13, 2007, 09:36 AM
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Thanks cyran0,
You always seem to jump to my rescue. It was hard seeing him. But he will get his in due time. You are wonderful cyran0. Truly a good friend. Thanks again, Ct
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Dec 13, 2007, 09:39 AM
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Hey...that wasn't left weak...you are wonderful.
Thank u so much for even thinking of me Take care Colleen
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