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I have suffered from toxic people abusing me for my entire 50 years of life and I see no end in sight.
The worst of them has always been the abuse from my mother ever since I was young. And, she is living with me with no other option. She has always been competitive, judgmental, demeaning, and loathes me but I have no idea why. Even now in her 70s, she has just gotten worse. Her continuous silent treatment is unbearably hurtful. I have no friends, family, or anything anymore and she seems to revel in my suffering. No escape from this prison. |
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My wife was raised in that situation. It's awful.
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People who abuse are acting out their loathing against other people. I had a mother like that and I understand your feelings.. Do you know someone you would like as a friend? She can't stop you from having a friend. Do you have any hobbies or interests? You could join a group, or volunteer.
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Thank you for replying.
The problem is that I also lost my license in 2020 and she is here with me to drive me and my kids around. I just got denied again now I have to wait another year. I am dying with her here! It is impossible to heal in her presence. I cannot get out of survival mode and she makes me feel awful about myself. I am feel trapped with no hope or solution. |
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