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Jun 09, 2008, 07:56 AM
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I have been in so much denial about this. I took all the blame for everything so that i didn't have to look at my ugly past. I have no memory but the pictures, emotions, smells ect. are freaking me out. I go back and forth between your making this up for attention to no this is reality and it is time to deal with it. I went right from an abusive home to a 20 year abusive marriage. I am so damaged that some days i truly see no hope of ever recovering. I don't have the truth about anything as far as relationships I have never really been close to anyone. Everytime I try it brings up emotional crap that spins me out of control. This sucks but I want to get better
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Jun 09, 2008, 11:11 AM
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Exactly...
Denial and feeling terrible and wondering whether some of it is made up... pretty common around here. Welcome to PC. I'm pretty new here myself. You'll find great friends here who are understanding of what has occurred and of what you're going through now. T.
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Jun 09, 2008, 08:16 PM
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(((((((((((((( crazy1 )))))))))))))
 
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Jun 10, 2008, 07:34 AM
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Troy thanks for responding it really helps. I have kept all this stuff hid for years but now it seems it is time because i can't seem to hide it anymore. Yesterday out of the blue i started crying saying I don't want to go home. That was then not now. That freaks me out when i flash back like that. Scary but ok.
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Jun 10, 2008, 08:59 AM
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(((crazy1)))
Don't lose hope, you can and will get better! :-)
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