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youre so fat
ugly %#@&#! ***** youre useless! hallie, if you had brains you'd be dangerous! i dont really love hallie...im just nice to her! you know your friends don't really like you, right? theyre just pretending shut the %#@&#! up you little ***** ill %#@&#! kill you!!!! your dad doesnt give a %#@&#! about you your mom left and traded you for a truck! i understand why shed leave you all! i hate you! youre worthless! i give amanda permission to beat the %#@&#! out of you! shut your %#@&#! mouth! locked the doors, we couldnt get out. took the keys we couldnt leave. watching us, saying im sneaky. screams and slaps, ididnt do it! threats and promises, hatred for me security cameras all around our house, shes watching me pills ans razorblades, ill get away. i did.
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i am glad you got away (((Hallie))) wishing you peace always
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(((Hallie)))
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i am listening hallie... i am sorry you have been treated so badly... please stay safe... pills and razor blades feel like the way to get away... but they only take us away for awhile... you deserve so much more then that... lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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I would be very angry too, if I was treated so badly. In fact, I have my own anger over my own set of abusive memories. I'm glad you can come here and speak the truth of your experiences.
I hope you can find life beyond the anger, beyond the pain, shame. It is out here. There is more than they let on, much more and it is worth staying around for it. My big challenge is to stop taking up where they left off. No one should slap me, not even me. Hugs, Hallie Leslieann
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((((((((((((((((((((((Hallie))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you went through so much abuse ...... like Leslie says please keep on reaching ut and writing, journaling, talking to get these feelings out ..... love and care, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo |
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