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Aug 18, 2008, 01:14 PM
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You... all... know.. what you did to me... your.. legacy...
mom... dad... and.. peodphile.. you.. yes.. you my ex-husband... a span... of so many years.... mom... you taught me.. that eating.. 600 calories was "normal"... Dad.. you taught my body horrific burning pain.... my pedophile.. you taught me to hate.. hate my body... because I grew.. "too adult" for you.. though at the time... you called me "fat"... 5'5" 112Lbs.. fat... and you.. my ex-husband... "loved my body".. before we married.. and then said.. how very much you hated large breasts.... and... you liked... your women.. "childlike".. in appearance... a stick figure.. and me.. curvy... not overweight... just curvy... I hate you all... every single one of you.... for.. this legacy.... absoultely... completely.. hate you... You took.. my childhood... my teenage hood.. and my young adult hood.. and.. it still.... continues on.... does.. it never end?? No.. of course it doesn't..... sadness... pervails... my system... |
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Aug 18, 2008, 01:44 PM
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i can hear you ..... safe and gentile hugs if you want them
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Aug 18, 2008, 11:05 PM
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thinking about you (((((freewill)))))
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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Aug 20, 2008, 02:44 AM
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I'm listening Freewill,
Some of what you said is familiar to me - the double speak that messes with a person's mind and makes life so twisted and painful. No one can really know what another has gone through, but we can know it was bad and hope for things to change and improve. Life can get better. This I know from experience, also. Gentle Air Hugs if you want them - may they float around you and barely encircle you in genuine love Right now I am really OK. I know this can happen for you also!!! Leslie and the Pixies!
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Aug 20, 2008, 05:48 PM
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(((((freewill))))
I hear you and more than than that, I can understand and feel what you are saying. Take my hand..............let me walk with you. You are not alone. I send my love to you always. darkpurplesecrets  
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Aug 21, 2008, 11:50 PM
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((((((((((freewill)))))))))))
I'm listening and thinking about you. Safe hugs if okay. |
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Aug 22, 2008, 08:20 PM
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((((((((((((( freewill )))))))))))))))
Thinking of you
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