[SweetSunshine]

<font color="blue">Well unfortunately i couldnt deal with things well on my own to get thru without therapy. I am going back next Wednesday the 19th. Talked to my old t and he thinks I need to . With the SIing and a possible dx of discociation now, I will have more to deal with than what I thought . It seems things are coming out he said in layers and sometimes it takes awhile for them to show up sometimes not so long. Alls I know is that I am scared and I also feel like a failure for not getting this nipped like I should have. Wish I had kept my mouth shut about what was going on with me. But I had no one else to talk to about this other than you all .

Hugz~
Tryin </font>

[gloria]

This forum is as safe as it gets for opening our mouths so, you go!

Going back to t is actually good sometimes, you know?
Hung in there, and always count on us.

[obsids]

*hugs*

Hey Tryin... I went to my first therapy appointment today. I was absolutely terrified... but once I got there and started talking, it was okay. It was a huge relief to get over that hurdle. Do you know what I mean?

You can do this! The first step is the hardest. I just took my first step, and I know you can too! You need this. You're not a failure for needing to go back. Think of it as routine maintainance.

Obsidian

[wisewoman]

Tryin, my friends and family know that I am ALWAYS right. Go to the t and work out what you need to. BTW, do the dishes will ya?

[stupidme]

You're not alone and you're not a failure.... we're with you all the way and YES it's going to be damn hard going back to therapy but we'll be here at the end of our computers for you to react in whatever way you need to.... keep smiling... hard I know but be gentle with yourself

[SweetSunshine]

<font color="purple"> Obsids, Thanks for your encouragement as well. And congrats on your T appt! That is great that it turned out well for you!! Keep up the great work ok? Be thinking of you as well. I know I just have to keep my mind in the right place about this, but it is so hard sometimes . Guess as long as I am around here with all of you , you wont let me forget it though lol. Thanks so much~

Hugz~
Tryin</font>

[SweetSunshine]

<font color="purple">Heee heee guess what? I do have them done!!!! You'd be so proud of me!!!!!!!!! Thanks again for everything WW, Keeping you in my thoughts too. Hang in there hon~

Hugz~
Tryin </font>

[SweetSunshine]

<font color="purple"> ERrrrrrrr your not STUPID! I cant call you that! You are waaaaaaaaaay smarter than that hon!!!! Thanks for your encouragement and willingness to be there for me too. It is much appreciated. I am smiling as much as this brain will allow me to. That is when I can't I come here cause you guys make me smile so much. I am just trying to take it easy this evening and enjoy one of my favorite sports ~ football. Thanks for treating me with such kindness. Your a good person.

Hugz
Tryin</font>