[yogirl]

es it wong tu hate de big hate hur so mush dat wesh dat we cud sum how get owt frum hur an be reel by meself?

No sweetie. It's not wrong. Lot's of people feel that way.

But what you need to do is try and figure out why you hate her so that you can begin to work things out. Maybe you could write her a letter or draw her a picture and tell her why you are so mad at her.

[Fuzzybear]

[Jewels]

mez sowe dat u fel lik dat u no u cn dra pikshur or colur or rit or mabe rit pom owr big don car if we tel hur bad stuf cuz hurz noz it iz helpn us ta b not so frad uf hur andd it helpdd us to b abul to tawk bowt it
maddie of jewls

[yogirl]

me nose whi she no wans me but uses me wen she no wana du eni ding. she make me be owt at de hopital lass weeek fer awl those test, an no seem tu care dat de bodie hav had nuter hart tack even if de lass wun wuz a slite wun. me es reli scard tu sleep now cuz me scared dat we die in de sleep wit nuter hart tack, me nose dat post tu be restin an relaxin but me jus cant bein so scared dat we mite die iffa go tu seep. me sumtims dink dat de big will let de hart tack be way of duin "S". me jus not no wat tu du.

[multipixie9]

we sorre u so scard u cant rest an feel bettr. is not rite to mak u be owt alla time in scary plas.

we don kno wat to tels u to mak it bettr. we know how scary scard can be.

do u gots enebudy insid who helps u?? can u rite her a messig to tel her how scard u ar?? do she gots a peepl owtsid u can tel?? enebudy u can trust to care??

we littl an we don kno how help u. we feels bad for u wif big scard. we lernd dat god cares abowt us an wil help us an dat he luv littles an not ever be meen to dem, but we not spos to godtalk on here i fink. we akshly lik god now an we less scard. maybee u can tel god u is scard an ast him to keeps u saf. dat is wat we wud do an ast for an agnel to helps u get by in scarytimes. we sad for u an we ast god to helps u, ok? if not ok u jus inor us an we be qwiet. sens u a lil bitty hug if u wants it, ( )

lil pixies in big werld

[starrina]

Wouldnt it be nice if we could all feel safe and happy
I know we would love it you know
sometimes I get scared of things to
and sherree our little she shares her teddies with me
So I thought I might share some of my favourite
pictures with you I hope it is ok

Originally Posted by yogirl

me es reli scard tu sleep now cuz me scared dat we die in de sleep wit nuter hart tack, me nose dat post tu be restin an relaxin but me jus cant bein so scared dat we mite die iffa go tu seep.

Can you ask the Dr. to give you some medicine to help you relax? Being scared is not good for you and your heart.

There are some medicines that won't make you too sleepy and that way you can rest the body, not be scared, and still be awake until you feel start to feel better.

[yogirl]

hii yea de dr give us sum meds tu seep but me es so scar dat me fite dem, but me no du it on purpse. wen me layin down an awlmost seep, me jump up tu stop frum goin tu seep. de dr say he no can geve eni mor meds cuz it mite relax de hart muscel tuu mush tuu. me nose dat no wun can tell me how r wat tu du, but me appreseate dat peple heer cares an lets me tawk bowt it. lynn

((( Hugs to you )))

I know exactly how it feels. When I was a little girl and my father died, my grandmother told me "Your father's gone to heaven to be with God. He went peacefully though, he died in his sleep."

Well, for the longest time I fought off sleep because I didn't want to die too. I did the same thing you're doing. Just as I would begin to doze off, I would jerk myself out of it and start the battle to stay awake all over again.

[DianasClan]

No hun it is not wrong to be mad at your host. She really needs your strength and I know it is very hard to understand her mixed messages. She tells you that she does not need you but really she does. You have been doing a very good job with all the heart problems you all have been having. Remember we are here for you and you can post anytime you need a little lift and some hugs.

Here for you,
Denise of the Clan