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hi anirtak,

sorry u feel bad. do u have a toy to hold or blanket to snuggle?

there are no bad little girls. all little girls are just little. no one here is mad at u and no one here will hurt u.

u can come. u can talk. is all ok here. we like u just becos we do.

be safe, be safe. hugses to u all

lesles pixies

Thank you multipixie9 for all you said. When I wrote that I was feeling very scared and confused and like I didn't belong anywhere. Nobody replied to my posts for a long time so that made me feel even worse. I was scared and confused because I didn't know what was going on with me...I felt split--on the outside I looked and acted my age but in my head I talked and felt like a toddler. I've never felt like this before and I've never been little for so long.

I don't have DID but I still have a little side so I wasn't sure if I was allowed to post in this section. I didn't know where else to post so I posted here. Hopefully that's okay?

*hugs* wanted to say I've been in similar situtaion - not really "did' but... definitely go something weird like it

I think it's fine posting

loads of hugs

Anirtak,

You are completely welcome here. We want you here, no matter if you are sure you are DID or if you are sure you are not. Having even one part of your mind that is small qualifies you to be here. They give you the feelings that we share with our parts - as best I know.

We need to talk and explore and think about things here and you are welcome to do the exact same things.

I'm sorry I did not get back to you sooner to answer your question. I've had dental problems the last 10 days and a root canal monday on an abscessed tooth. my littles inside were terribly upset as our first dentist was a pedaphile/satanist who hurt us badly. so we've been really fussy this week.

keep coming back, ok? =)

leslie and her pixies

you allowed be here
we s can plyatogether
i scared too but we hold hands and go together
me hugs

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