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Fuzzybear · 01:56 PM

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I am kinda tired of "existing"... Surely we deserve better? Is it really just about "coping" .... From many years ago, I don't know what that means nor do I want to know? My stuff!! Let's just say a GP lacking in compassion

I'm not interested in those platitudes or judgments (not from either of those professionals IRL just leave my head, you have no idea!! Grrrrrrr!!!! Smelly stinky rotten fish heads to the both of you, I hearby renounce all your freakin ********

I refuse to continue beating myself up with that stick

I commit to working on ridding myself of that nonsense and working on my stuff (not their bs...and lies... I know for certain they lied in very significant areas, just like the FOO ("parents", "aunts", "step *****" etc.)

Apr 04, 2015 at 02:06 PM

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kaliope · Apr 04, 2015 at 02:17 PM

i wonder if i will ever get past just existing, past just surviving on which coping skill i am going to use for this trigger and that trigger. im committed to change but it seems the more i do, the more **** comes up to deal with. we certainly need big hugs.

gayleggg · Apr 04, 2015 at 02:24 PM

(((((Fuzzybear))))) You do deserve better. Keep fighting.

Apr 04, 2015 at 02:48 PM

I'm in the uk too. GPs absolutely suck at mental health. I'm sorry you're suffering, i wish i could take it away, you really don't deserve it

TheOriginalMe · Apr 04, 2015 at 06:22 PM

Smell, stinky, rotten fish heads is the best insult I've heard in a very long time. Way to go Fuzzy.

Fizzyo · Apr 08, 2015 at 02:36 PM

Existing really sucks Fuzzybear, I hope you soon have better than that- you deserve it. The Doc's haven't been there, send them fish heads and find a way to be kind to yourself, remember you deserve it!

You help so many people.

Rohag · Apr 08, 2015 at 03:19 PM

Yes, just existing is . . . suboptimal.

"Suboptimal" - like those professionals you mentioned...

((((((( Fuzzybear )))))))

SeekerOfLife · Apr 15, 2015 at 05:40 AM

Fuzzy, we deserve better than just existing! I want to thrive, not just survive. Practicing my skills is good. I just have not figured out how to go from existing to living.

unhappydaze · Apr 15, 2015 at 10:37 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fuzzybear

Grrrrrrr!!!! Smelly stinky rotten fish heads to the both of you, I hearby renounce all your freakin ********

"I fart in your general direction!"

Sorry... I'm wrestling with the very same thing. For quite while I've been shrieking "OMG what if this is the new normal?!" Finally it occurred to me "so what if it is?" (I'm slow on the uptake.) The self flagellation continues, but I figure if I keep reminding myself, my lizard brain eventually will throw up its hands in frustration and say to my cerebellum: "Gah! If I promise to stop shrieking will you SHUT UP ALREADY?"

Seriously though,

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TheOriginalMe Out of Order Member Since Feb 2014 Location: England Posts: 15,670 (SuperPoster!) 10 16.1k hugs given	Apr 04, 2015 at 06:22 PM #6 Smell, stinky, rotten fish heads is the best insult I've heard in a very long time. Way to go Fuzzy.
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Fizzyo Grand Magnate Member Since Jan 2015 Location: UK Posts: 3,282 9 3,980 hugs given	Apr 08, 2015 at 02:36 PM #7 Existing really sucks Fuzzybear, I hope you soon have better than that- you deserve it. The Doc's haven't been there, send them fish heads and find a way to be kind to yourself, remember you deserve it! You help so many people.
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Rohag Legendary Member Since Feb 2009 Posts: 10,022 15 15.2k hugs given	Apr 08, 2015 at 03:19 PM #8 Yes, just existing is . . . suboptimal. "Suboptimal" - like those professionals you mentioned... ((((((( Fuzzybear ))))))) __________________ My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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SeekerOfLife Legendary Member Since Jul 2013 Location: Foothills, where I belong Posts: 14,593 (SuperPoster!) 10 4,064 hugs given	Apr 15, 2015 at 05:40 AM #9 Fuzzy, we deserve better than just existing! I want to thrive, not just survive. Practicing my skills is good. I just have not figured out how to go from existing to living.
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