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I have lead a textbook life of things a human is supposed to do to feel useful, worthy & fulfilled.
Yet it's all left me feeling hollow & empty. I don't think life is for everyone. Maybe others see people like me & then think, "wow she's really miserable....thank god I'm not...I'm lucky...I should count my blessings...etc". Maybe that is my role in life. Make other people appreciate what they have Bec they could end up like me. __________________ "Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain." Jodi Picoult |
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Inkie, I'm glad you have your cats. And I'm sorry you have had to suffer so much. I'm sorry we all suffer.
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I would say that I have finally met my soul mate... it is the depression talking... ( but of course we listen!). One of my frequent rants is " I hate my life and I wish I was dead"- even though I am not overtly suicidal. This depression just wears a body out...
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As far as "people in my life" I have scant few and feel as though I burden them too much with my sorry state of affairs. I try not to but it is so very lonesome spending the bulk of my time by myself and/or pretending everything's hunky-dorry when inside I'm a ghost. When I get around these 2 people - TWO PEOPLE in a WHOLE LIFETIME (pathetic, pathetic)- I talk about myself and my struggles and then feel guilty about always being a "downer" around them. If for no other reason than this, I need a therapist; so I don't torture these 2 wonderful people. |
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Just a sliver, Dave, just a sliver is all we ask.
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