Why me?

I didn't know that I was so terrible. My boyfriend won't even talk or acknowledge me. Didn't know that someone could fall in/out of love so quick. I'm very depressed and don't know if I will ever change.

Hi Deeplyhurt,

I'm so sorry to hear how you've been treated.
It is most painful when someone you love just can't or won't understand.

Don't forget it's not your fault. If it was going to work (even without depression) he would be more tolerant and caring.

I can tell you the pain will ease with time and you may well find someone better for you in the future, but I know that won't help much right now, even though it is true.
I really feel for you and wish I could give you a hug that would make you feel better.

Be kind to yourself, you really do deserve it!

How are you now Deeplyhurt? I'm sorry you didn't get more responses, there don't seem to be many people using this forum at the moment, more activity on the main depression forum.

If you want to offload, feel free to send a PM.
You can also pm any of the community liaison team, that's what they volunteered and are selected to do.

You're most definitely worth it.

Hi! Thanks for asking. Seen my psychiatrist twice in 2 weeks (unheard of here). I'm devastated, especially since I had my 1st conversation with my now ex. Wish I didn't, he continued to tell me all my flaws again for the hundredth time. I was crying so bad that I couldn't talk. He asked if I had anything to say, I said no. He says why am I not surprised(don't talk enough). When I got my sh**together, I texted him the things I've done in the past 3weeks. He replies now you do these things only cause I told you too...blah blah hurtful words. I sent him a reply that I get it, I know what I did. But dont need to kick me while I'm down

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