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Magnate
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Aug 21, 2019 at 07:44 AM
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It's my 2nd abnormal pap exam. Now I will need surgery, a biopsy I assume. Missed the doctors call yesterday. Thought it was spam was driving, and didn't take it. He left a message.
I kind of hope it kills me whatever it is. I've been depressed lately. Forgot to take my meds a couple times, which isn't helping. My daughter was telling me her plans for marriage a children and I wasn't included, I really do want to die. Her step mom is who she talked about having care for her kids when she couldn't. I said what about me I'm your mother!? She said her step mother would be retired by than. My luck I won't die, just suffer a lot. But I do really hope this is my out. Doesn't cervical cancer have a high death rate? __________________ Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.  Daughter: 20  Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs. |
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Aug 21, 2019 at 07:57 AM
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I am so sorry you are going through this and are so depressed! Do you see a therapist? I think they need to know about this. What do you think?
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Aug 21, 2019 at 11:13 AM
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I see a therapist every week. Just saw him Monday before the pap news. I have group therapy Friday.
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Aug 21, 2019 at 12:24 PM
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Ok. I wish I knew what to tell you.
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Aug 24, 2019 at 08:34 AM
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I had abnormal paps and had all kind of stuff done, its common and it eventually goes back to normal. Id not worry about it. They take all abnormalities out when do outpatient surgery/biopsy. As long as you regularly seeing gyn and do check ups, whatever they find could be taken out. Let us know how surgery goes
Your daughter is too young to make plans re marriage and children. She is what, 16?Things change. |
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Aug 25, 2019 at 12:31 AM
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Please don't give up. Tell your therapist how you're feeling. Okay?
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Aug 28, 2019 at 07:00 AM
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Doctor says cervix looks healthy, took samples to be 100% sure. But I feel a lot better now.
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Sep 18, 2019 at 08:28 PM
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Great news.
What your daughter says sucks. Sorry she's being so hurtful. __________________ The most important thing is to enjoy your life - to be happy - it's all that matters. Audrey Hepburn |
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