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Jul 04, 2009, 06:17 PM
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I feel gross, dirty. I've only had sex with one guy, my boyfriend of over a year. We love each other. He has had sex with one other person before. I go through times where I feel gross, dirty, disgusting and I don't know what to do. When I dissociated a part of me would try to clean myself... I just can't feel clean. I just feel like I need to write this right now. I feel ashamed, dirty, filthy
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Jul 04, 2009, 07:03 PM
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(((((((((((((( turquoisesea ))))))))))))))))))))
I am sorry you are feeling bad, I don't have any advice to offer just hugs. 
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Jul 04, 2009, 08:33 PM
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What about having sex with your boyfriend makes you feel so terrible? Do you see a therapist that you could discuss your sexuality with? From what you have written being sexual with someone else is new to you and feels surreal.
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