[kdclement]

I work so hard and do everything I'm supposed to do but all my boss sees in me is anything I do wrong. So, today I get called into her office so she can ream me about over time. I didn't understand how it worked. I thought it was every 2 weeks we get paid so I would have 80 hours but it I had no idea it was weekly. Instead of telling me so I would know in the future it's like she has some kind of vendetta against me and loves to make me feel like ****. It's not the first time and I cried the first time. This time I wasn't going to give her the satisfaction. I don't get any feed back from her at all and she's not approachable in the least. Not to say she's completely bad, she has her moments. It's just in those moments I just want to kick her. I really do love my job in most respects but my emotions and my thoughts keep me from having much self esteem. I'm working on it with daily inspirations which seems to help the anxiety calm down. I feel so awkward at work with certain people and I don't know how to handle it. At first I was lively and loved to come to work then she yelled at me in front of everyone for talking too much. I wasn't talking anymore than anyone else but now I just come to the office when I have to be there and quietly do my own thing which makes me feel so out of sorts when everyone else is talking. I'm so frustrated.

[agma]

I can totally relate. I enjoy my work, but hate my supervisor. I got written up today for "Having a poor attitude and causing a negative work environment". I get along and work great with everyone but her. This has been going on for over a year and a half. Today was the last straw. I ended up crying in the meeting and walked out and said I was taking the rest of the day off. After talking to my H, I just sent her my resignation. I feel so relieved to know that in 3 weeks I will be done with her.