I can't keep a job!

I think I might have schizophrenia but whatever it is I have
I can't even focus on a job it's like I can't even force myself to work
Not because I am lazy which some ignorant people have told me
but I have trouble keeping up with things and sometimes I just shut down
and want to hide away from everyone because no one seems to get me.
They just want to attack me and hurt me rather than help me..I know
they want to make my life misery but they could atleast lay off for a while.
Anyway.. I make too many mistakes I can't focus I feel so different from others
they seem happy and doing great with their job And I'm over here freaking out
and It just makes it to where I can't work..I am not mentally stable enough at this
time to work. Then I feel like I've let down everyone and they must hate me.
It sucks!....

You're not alone Lillybird. I'm too mentally unstable to work now too (with severe depression).