[dahlianoire29]

Ok, here's the deal. Last year I had a long term job with a company but I left after a year because I wasn't happy and it was difficult working with my fiance (meaning other women weren't respecting our relationship and it was driving me mad), plus to make matters worse I was being harassed by his ex girlfriend and her friends, so as you can imagine, this was making my mental illness worse so I HAD to quit. Ok, so then I find another job which I had loved at first in October, only to then realize that my manager was harassing me and wanted me fired (meaning she was always being rude, making fun of me, and making it seem like I wasn't doing my work when I had actually made most of the stores sales . So then I had to file a labor lawsuit against her (it's ok, I have money from it now, but not much). Ok, then I find another job in December and I REALLY love this one, I love the people and the store, only to be canned because it was a seasonal/holiday position and they wouldn't keep me because of budget reasons. So that now has left me depressed, without a job, and now my fiance has to pay for everything. I filed for unemployment but that takes soooo long in my location. My point is, that now I'm unmotivated, depressed and afraid of even getting another job for fear of failure or harassment. What to do?? What would YOU do?

Hi Dahlianoire29. I would take a whole weekend off and write a comparitive list of pros and cons. I would weigh it out then i would go forward and do the job applications again, record them and keep track of it. Don't ever give up. Things will come through for you, i know they will. tc