[Aviza]

I'm thinking of working 3 jobs honestly. My mom is majorly stressed and angry. I really screwed up. I need to get this stuff straight. I've applied to 4 jobs tonight alone.

I went to college so I could get 1 descent paying job, which hasn't happened. Now I have student loan debt I doubt I'll ever pay off, interest keeps accumulating. Back tax debt, thanks to the con who I stupidly trusted to do my taxes last year and underreported my income so he would have more gambling money. Medical debts, and of course living expenses.

I mean I used to be so hopeful that life would get better. I always believed in the good of people, that things worked out in the end. I'm discovering how foolish I have been. I really don' t know how to handle all this. I'm too dumb to live.

[hvert]

I'm sorry that you might have to get a third job Schools really need to stop making it seem like people will always get good jobs and pay off the loans, it's such a scam. You are not the only one, for sure.