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Old Nov 03, 2010, 03:27 AM
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hi all i don't generally post on this forum...but I'm struggling with a change I've decided to make saturday. I know it is the right thing even my sponsor agrees that the change of sponsor is a good one. she even likes who I've decided to ask saturday but I know this is a big change in sponsorship...my sponsor i've had is pretty laid back and the one that hopefully will be my sponsor saturday is quite a bit more structured in her sponsorship. I need it and I know that but just really nervous. I guess I could just call her and ask her instead of waiting...but i prefer to do it face to face. we'll see if I torture myself too much thinking about it then I will call her. maybe it has more to do with my 6 year anniversary(AA) being sat...I don't know what the point is of all this but i just had to get it out. OR let it drive me nuts.

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Old Nov 03, 2010, 07:59 AM
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Hello, MELISSSAD81. Good luck with the sponsor change. Try to relax and think positively.
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Old Nov 03, 2010, 09:37 AM
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melissa, congrats on your upcoming anniversary!!!!!!!!!! what a wonderful accomplishment. i am so happy for you!
as for changing sponsors you already know that often times change can be good. sometimes ppl benefit from one sponsor then "grow" into another one. i admire that you see you now need the structured sponsor. i am confident this will be good for you. you've been on a journey of self fulfillment for 6 years. now you are taking a positive step to grow even more. try not to be anxious. this is your higher power working in your life.
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Old Nov 04, 2010, 01:21 AM
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I'm 3/4 of the way to just calling her cuz I'm driving myself crazy just thinking about it. I got her phone number today from my current sponsor. So I'm thinking I won't be able to wait till saturday. maybe i will just call her in the afternoon and ask her i think i will feel better if i do.
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Old Nov 04, 2010, 11:36 AM
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keep us posted, melissa! i'm sure it will go well.
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Old Nov 06, 2010, 06:26 AM
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Ok, today is the day...and I'm so nervous about switching sponsors. Oh well, atleast I will know today. Will be back on today to let you know how it goes.
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Old Nov 06, 2010, 10:45 AM
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thanks melissa for keeping us posted. i know you will feel relieved after talking with the new sponsor.you can always pm me if you like. proud of you!
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Old Nov 06, 2010, 11:07 AM
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asked her today but she is kinda booked with people she sponsors so she is gonna talk to her sponsor and I have to call her monday to find out. so...more waiting... yay!!
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Old Nov 06, 2010, 10:36 PM
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if it's meant to be it will all turn out the way it's supposed to. thanks for the update.
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Old Nov 08, 2010, 02:04 PM
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Ok so I will find out in about 2 1/2 hours if she will sponsor me and I'm so nervous about calling. I've given some thought to her saying no because it is always a possibility and I have no idea who else I would ask but I guess I'll just take it one thing at a time.
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Old Nov 08, 2010, 06:31 PM
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So she said yes!!! wow...I've a got a really good vibe about all this just from talking to her today. she really is exactly what i need.
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Old Nov 08, 2010, 06:54 PM
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Hello, MELISSSAD81. I am glad the news is good.
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I'm happy for you.
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