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Jan 06, 2012, 08:50 PM
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I have never been drunk, hardly ever drink, and I feel kinda sleepy after 3 beers, am I drunk? I feel really guilty (have a family that thinks alcohol is from the devil) but I had a really hard day and it was basically the lesser of 2 evils but I don't need another addiction (addicted to food) I just wanted everything to stop so I took my nightly 2 mg klonopin with some beers. I know it was a stupid thing to do and I won't be driving tonight but am I basically going to be ok? I am a good girl always have been and now I feel so shamed and aparently I am a weepy drunk, anyway I just felt the need to confess and find absolution. Life got really bad tonight and the suicide thoughts were looming again and I don't ever want to go there again so I thought if I could just relax and sleep tomorrow might look better. That is an improvement anyway isn't it? To want tomorrow to come? IDK but any thoughts are welcome.
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Jan 06, 2012, 08:54 PM
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I think you answer your own question in this post. I hope you read it when you wake up in the morning.
On meds it is wiser not to drink. I had to learn it the hard way. I never met anyone who didn't. ((((((((((((((adelissa))))))))))) |
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Jan 07, 2012, 10:40 AM
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Big Hugs to you. I hope today is a better day for you! Meds and drinking do not mix hun, i did that allot myself and it made things worse. Just know we are here for you!
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Jan 07, 2012, 01:43 PM
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Well I didn't wake up with a hangover or anything but yeah, I won't do that again. The only time we even have alcohol in the house is around new years and that was the last of it. I am in a lot of physical pain and I suppose I was self medicating to a certain extent. Thanks for the (non judgmental) support. Love you guys
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on 450 mg welbutrin, 50 mg lamictal, 2 mg Klonopin. Clinical depression, and generalized anxiety disorder. Wishing I could share my brain with someone else lately because there is just too much in there! |
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