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Old Aug 04, 2012, 11:28 PM
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So...I finally was able to make it to two weeks without doing any kind of drug... That's actually the longest i've gone. I was really proud of myself. But I ended up giving in. I hate that I can't stop... This is making everyone in my life not want to be around me... I hate who I am...
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Old Aug 04, 2012, 11:42 PM
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dont beat yourself up over it.
just try again when you feel ready.
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Old Aug 05, 2012, 01:48 AM
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PLEASE just keep trying, ok? Don't beat yourself up. Just try again, and try for longer than 2 weeks this time, one day at a time. You CAN do it. Heck, if *I* can do it, anyone can. I'm the weakest person I know. LOL And I got sober.

I leaned on the people in the program. I don't know if you're using NA or AA, but if you're not, I suggest you DO. It was the ONLY way I could get clean/sober. I also used a drug Xanax, and got high regularly along with alcohol. I'm lucky I didn't kill myself.

Please keep trying myfriend. Life is SO much better sober. I promise.
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Old Aug 05, 2012, 02:08 PM
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better yet ticli hate the drugs, not yourself. when one falls off the horse the sooner one gets back on the better. you hit a milestone with two weeks clean. now you know that you can do that. build on that success and take things a day at a time. it does get easier the longer we're sober. hang in there.
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