Quitting smoking, quitting weed

Good to know you're doing so well, Thickntired. Pour it to them, lady, so they'll know what they need to do to kick the weed for good.

Hi all, I had the jaw problem, they called TMJ. It went away on its own, also I was put on Trazadone and it helped alot with the jaw and the nighmares I was having. Anyway, the sleep apnea is a different thing, I kind of switch subjects fast, lol. I found out when they did a sleep study on me. I had to sleep all night at this clinic and they put all kinds of wires on you including your legs. Thats how I found out. I have a mask but don't wear it, I don't like it. Well enough of my ailments lol.
I know how bad that jaw can hurt, I'm glad your feeling better, I hope you stay pain free.
I go to see my doctor tomorrow and I don't feel like it, but have too, I been seeing her every two weeks for med follow up. I can say I do feel a little better.
You guys are not going to believe this, their was another drunk driving fatality this morning of someone I know. I worked with this person very sad, was basically ran over when another car went out of control This is the third alcohol related death of people I know in less then a year. Good Grief.

Hi guys,

Thanks for the heads up, I am gonna call my GP tomorrow and i will suggest the meds you both mentioned, she can only say no. My pdoc could not fit me in any sooner they have just put me on the cancellations list but that has never worked before.

I have been ok and not done anything but I have been playing with my meds and contemplating taking an OD today which is madness coz I don't want to die but I am feeling really unstable and scared of my thoughts.

I have been scaring myself it was only the fact we had snow today so couldn't send my giant house rabbit away to pet hotel coz too cold for her that stopped me. Yeah a proper snow blizzard :0) That and I have kept myself busy on here today. I have only been able to sit and watch one 30 min prog today coz my mind is all over the place. I'm nervous about what I'm gonna dream tonight, they are so vivid. It takes me a while to ground myself in the mornings.

I turned down my dealer today when he texted even though be put biggest baddest bag he has had available in ages available. I nearly went but cancelled on him, made up some rubbish about being invited out for drinks.

Your reply Layla11 puts context to it that it's a crime to loose life too early I am trying to stop myself and do things differently but I can already feel the withdrawals. So on third attempt to stop, it was much harder to stop smoking this time I wish I had stayed away coz now I have to start from the beginning again.

Thanks for your support guys i have really been appreciating it xx.

Your not gonna believe this...

I called my GP and all she did was tell me to stop the patches which is not exactly gonna help the quitting process. So I called NHS quit helpline and they told me to start smoking again that I should only do one at a time, but I can't do that coz have to quit both to get the procedure.

I'm so blue, I only had 2hrs sleep last night coz I was terrified of what I was going to dream. I'm exhausted and panicking today :0(